Thursday, October 7, 2010

Bab 2 : Hatiku menangis namun, bibirku masih "tersenyum" riang

Ianya berlaku pada 24/9/2010 (جمعة) @ 14 شوال 1431h. Pada pukul 9.00 pagi, aku mempunyai peperiksaan subjek "kitabah" yang diajar oleh Ustaz Maad Ahmad Khalid Al-Hakim (أستاذ معد أحمد خالد الحاكم) yang berlangsung selama 2jam 30minit.

 
 

Tatkala petang, apabila Azan asar berkumandang, maka teruslah daku mengambil wudhu' di dalam bilik air yang terletak di hadapan bilikku. Sebelum aku melangkah keluar dari bilikku, terdengar bunyi SMS. Maka, aku pun segeralah untuk melihat sms tersebut. Ia tertera nombor yang aku tidak kenali.

 
 

Aku mengharapkan berita baik seperti matahari akan menyinari bumi dari pagi sehingga ke petang, namun awan yang mendung pula meredupkan waktu tengah hari. Aku sebenarnya agak terkejut dengan isi kandungan sms tersebut.

 
 

Aku terpegun seketika apabila membaca sms yang agak "subjektif" itu. Aku terfikir seketika, adakah daku yang bersalah??. Aku menyesal apabila teringatkan peristiwa tersebut. Lagi baik aku berseorangan daripada naik dengan *orang itu. Apakan daya, nasi sudah menjadi bubur.

 
 

Kisahnya ,selepas aku sampai ke bilik, aku menceritakan apa yang terjadi kepada daku kepada budak2 bilik aku. Namun begitu, aku tidak pernah menuduh * sebagai sepasang *.

 
 

Keesokan harinya, * memanggil daku ke bilik *. Aku agak cemas dan tertanya2, kenapa * tiba2 memanggil aku?. Maka, aku merelakan diriku untuk menjejakkan kakiku di dalam bilik tersebut dengan hati yang berdebar2.

 
 

Semasa aku membuka pintu, terus ahli bilik tersebut memanggil aku.*!!!. Ya saya, kenapa??. *mula berbicara,"dalam setiap kampus dalam Malaysia ini pasti ada yang "bercouple". Aku berkata, aku tidak faham. Maka salah seorang daripada budak bilik itu bertanya kepadaku, "kenal tak *?. Aku terus menunjuk jari telunjukku kepada * tanpa sebarang bicara. Adakah aku bersalah????

 
 

 
 

 (*)- nama orang yang terpaksa dirahsiakan

 
 


 

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Ramadhan

Ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali ni penuh makna agar dpt ku lalui dgn penuh sempurna......

Adakah ramadhan yg telah menyinsing akan terbenam dan x akan ku temui lg??? 

 
 

اللهمّ بلغني رمضان!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
 

Selangkah demi selangkah ramadhan pun akn berlalu

Masa yg pantas berlalu tidak ku terasa berada di Syawwal

Anak2 bergembira pabila anak bulan Syawwal senyum menghadap dunia yg luas ni

Namun aku???!!! No comment

 
 

اللهمّ بلغني رمضان!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Teringat daku pada bacaan terawih yg didengari

Sayu hati ni makin sayu

Rindu terkenang pada bacaan Sheikh Abdul Rahman As-Sudais

Adakah aku dapat mendengar suara tangisannya ketika membaca doa qunut lg????

 
 

اللهمّ بلغني رمضان!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
 

Ramadhan

Why u leave us so soon???

Until we couldn't have enough time to say مع السلامة

I hope that it will respond this إلى اللقاء then this لم ألقك

اللهمّ بلغني رمضان!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
 

 
 

Sunday, August 22, 2010

لو كان بيننا الحبيب

Nasheed Lyrics :

low can bainana alhabeeb

la dana alqassi wal qareeb

men taibateen qabl al mageeb

taleeban qurbal habeeb

fi qurbeehi anafsu tateeb

wa tad'u allaha fa yogeeb

anwaar taha la tagheeb

baleeghna leeqahu ya mugeeb

fadatka roohi ya habeeb

mohamadun mukreemal ghareeb

be qurbeeka arroho tateeb

ya rahmatan lilalameen

*****

in arabic :

لو كان بيننا الحبيب

لدنا القاصي والقريب

من طيبة قبل المغيب

طالباً قرب الحبيب


في قربه النفس تطيب

تدعو الله فيجيب

أنوار طه لا تغيب

بلغنا لقاه يا مجيب


فدتك روحي يا حبيب

محمد مكرم الغريب

بقربك الروح تطيب

يا رحمة للعالمين

__________________



The Translation :


if our beloved between us

then the near and distant will become

to ( Taiba ) before sunset

Requested the proximity from the beloved



proximity to him make the self feel good

and self prays to God and he responds

Taha's lights didn't absent

O Mujib let us have meet him




my soul Redeemed you my beloved

mohammed who's open-handed with Strangers

in proximity of him the soul will be fine

O Mercy to the worlds



( Taiba ) >> one of Almadina's names ..

( Mujib ) one of allah's names ..

This is the video:


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Monday, August 16, 2010

كان وأخواتها

فعل

استعمال

مثل الجملة

  1. كان
  • فعل التام

اشتدت الريح فكان المطر

  

  • فعل الناقص
  • ماضي

 
 

كان زيد قائما

  

  • مضارع

أكون سعيدا في حياة

  

  • أمر

كن مستعدا

  

  • زائدة
    • أسلوب المدح
    • لا يكون لها عمل
    • فعل الماضي فقط

ما كان أطيبَ خلقه

  

  • يجوز دخول الواو على خبر كان
    • الماضي أو المضارع
    • مسبوق بنفي
    • يقترن خبرها بإلا

ما كان من الإنسان إلا وله أجل

  

  • حذف النون
    • فعل المضارع مجزوم
    • ليس بعدها ساكن أو ضمير متصل

لم أك أفضل ذلك

  

  • حذف
    • كان وحده
      • نقدم العلة على المعلول (لأن كنت كريما فأنت محبوب)
      • حذف لام الجر وتبدله بـ(ما) الزائدة
      • ثم، تدغم (ما) في نون أن
      • بقاء ضمير متصل (التاء)، فيصير ضميرا منفصلا إذا لم يعد هناك ما يتصل به

أما أنت كريما فأنت محبوب (أصله : أنت محبوب لأن كنت كريما)

  

  • حذف كان واسمها ، تبقى خبرها
    • جوازا بعد (إن) و (لو) شرطيتين

        

كل إنسان محاسبه على عمله ؛ إن خيرا فخير وإن شرا فشر (أصله: إن يكن عمله خيرا فخير وإن يكن عمله شرا فشر)

  

  • حذف كان واسمها ، تبقى خبرها
    • أن يكون بعد (إن) و (لو) شرطيتين

كل إنسان محاسبه على عمله إن خير فخير وإن شر فشر

  1. ظلّ
  • تفيد المعنى الاستمرار

ظلّ زيد قائما

3.أصبح

  • فعل تام يفيد المعنى الصباح

ظلّ ساهرا حتى أصبح

  

  • يستعمل بمعنى (صَارَ)

أصبح الطفل رجلا

4.

أضحى

  • تفيد المعنى زمن الضحى

أضحى العامل مستغرقا في عمله

  

  • فعل تام

ظلّ نائما حتى أضحى

  

  • يستعمل بمعنى (صَارَ)

أضحى العلم ضروريا

5.أمسى

  • تفيد المعنى وقت المساء

أمسى الرجل ماشيا

  

  • يستعمل بمعنى (صَارَ)

أمسى المجهول معلوما

6.بات

  • تفيد المعنى وقت الليل بطوله

بات الطالب ساهرا

  

  • فعل تام

بات الغريب في بيتنا

7.صار

  • تفيد المعنى التحوّل

صار العبد حرا

  

  • أفعال التي تفيد معنى (صَارَ) وتعمل عملها


     

  

  

  • آض

آض الغلام رجلا

  

  • عاد

عادت القرية مدينة

  

  • رجع

رجع الضّالّ مهديا


 

  • استحال

استحالت النار رمادا

  

  • ارتدّ

ارتد المريض صحيحا

  

  • تحول

تحول القمح خبزا

  

  • غدا

غدا العمل مرهقا

8.ليس

  • فعل جامد يفيد معنى النفي

ليس زيد قائما

  

  • يجوز دخول الواو على خبر ليس
    • بشرط أن يقترن خبرها بإلا

ليس إنسان إلا وله أجل

9.زال

  • يدل على النفي بذاته، لكنه لا يعمل عمل كان ، فيدل على الاستمرار

ما زال زيد قائما

  

  • الدعاء

ما زال بيتك مقصورا

10.انفك

  • تستعمل بمسبوق النفي وتل على الاستمرار

ما انفك زيد قائما

11.فتئ

  • تستعمل بمسبوق النفي وتل على الاستمرار

ما فتئ الطالب يذاكر

12.برح

  • تستعمل بمسبوق النفي وتل على الاستمرار

ما برح الحارس واقفا

13.دام

  • تعمل بشرط أن يسبقها (ما) المصدرية الظرفية

ينجح الطالب ما دام مجدا


 

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Executive branch: (pemerintah tertinggi)

Executive branch: (pemerintah tertinggi)

chief of state: King - Sultan MIZAN Zainal Abidin (since 13 December 2006); (the position of the king is primarily ceremonial)

head of government: Prime Minister Mohamed NAJIB bin Abdul Razak (since 3 April 2009); Deputy Prime Minister MUHYIDDIN bin Mohamed Yassin (since 9 April 2009)

cabinet: Cabinet appointed by the prime minister from among the members of Parliament with consent of the king

(For more information visit the World Leaders website 


)

elections: kings elected by and from the hereditary rulers of nine of the states for five-year terms; selection based on principle of rotation among rulers of states; election last held on 3 November 2006 (next to be held in 2011); prime minister designated from among the members of the House of Representatives; following legislative elections, the leader who commands the support of the majority of members in the House becomes prime minister (since independence this has been the leader of the UMNO party)

election results: Sultan MIZAN Zainal Abidin elected king

  

Legislative branch: (mengusulkan)

bicameral Parliament or Parlimen consists of Senate or Dewan Negara (70 seats; 44 members appointed by the king, 26 elected by 13 state legislatures to serve three-year terms with a two term limit) and House of Representatives or Dewan Rakyat (222 seats; members elected by popular vote to serve up to five-year terms)

elections: House of Representatives - last held on 8 March 2008 (next to be held by June 2013)

election results: House of Representatives - percent of vote - BN coalition 50.3%, opposition parties 46.8%, others 2.9%; seats - BN coalition 140, opposition parties 82

  

Judicial branch: (menghakimi / melaksanakan)

civil courts include Federal Court, Court of Appeal, High Court of Malaya on peninsula Malaysia, and High Court of Sabah and Sarawak in states of Borneo (judges are appointed by the king on the advice of the prime minister); sharia courts include Sharia Appeal Court, Sharia High Court, and Sharia Subordinate Courts at state-level and deal with religious and family matters such as custody, divorce, and inheritance only for Muslims; decisions of sharia courts cannot be appealed to civil courts

  

 
 

Pasted from <https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/geos/my.html>

 
 

Legislative branch


 
 


The Parliament building in Kuala Lumpur

The bicameral Parliament consists of the Senate (Dewan Negara) and the House of Representatives (Dewan Rakyat). All seventy Senate members sit for three-year terms (to a maximum of two terms); twenty-six are elected by the thirteen state assemblies, and forty-four are appointed by the king based on the advice of the Prime Minister. The 222 members of the Dewan Rakyat are elected from single-member districts by universal adult suffrage. Parliament has a maximum mandate of five years by law. The king may dissolve parliament at any time and usually does so upon the advice of the Prime Minister. General elections must be held within three months of the dissolution of parliament. In practice this has meant that elections have been held every three to five years at the discretion of the Prime Minister. Legislative power is divided between federal and state legislatures. Malaysia has two sources of law.[citation needed] The national constitution, the nation's supreme law, can be amended by a two-thirds majority in parliament. (Since its formation, the BN has never lacked the necessary two-thirds until March 8, 2008's General Election) The second source of law is syariah (Islamic law), which applies only to Muslims. The federal government has little input into the administration of syariah; it falls to the states to implement Islamic law, and interpretations vary from state to state

 
 

Pasted from <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Politics_of_Malaysia>

 
 

Judiciary of Malaysia

 
 

There are generally two types of trials, criminal and civil. The hierarchy of courts begins from the Magistrates' Court, Sessions Court, High Court, Court of Appeal, and finally, the Federal Court. The jurisdiction of the courts in civil or criminal matters are contained in the Subordinate Courts Act 1948 and the Courts of Judicature Act 1964. Article 121 of the Constitution provides for two High Courts of coordinate jurisdiction, the High Court in Malaya, and the High Court in Sabah and Sarawak. Thus this creates two separate local jurisdiction of the courts – forPeninsular Malaysia and for East Malaysia. The highest position in the judiciary of Malaysia is the Chief Justice of the Federal Court of Malaysia (also known as the Chief Justice of Malaysia), followed by the President of the Court of Appeal, the Chief Judge of Malaya, and the Chief Judge of Sabah and Sarawak. The superior courts are the High Court, Court of Appeal, and the Federal Court, while the Magistrates' Courts and the Sessions Courts are classified as subordinate courts.

The current President of the Federal Court is Justice Dato' Abdul Hamid Mohamad, the President of the Court of Appeal is Tan Sri Dato' Zaki bin Tun Azmi, and the Chief Judge of Malaya is Justice Dato' Alauddin Mohamad Sheriff. The current Chief Judge of Sabah and Sarawak is Justice Tan Sri Richard Malanjum (appointed 2006). Bypassing many other senior judges, Tan Sri Dato' Zaki was the first lawyer appointed directly to the Federal Court. After some 2 months as a sitting judge, Tan Sri Dato' Zaki was subsequently appointed as the President of the Court of Appeal.

[edit]Superior courts

[edit]Federal Court

Further information: Federal Court of Malaysia

The Federal Court is the highest court in Malaysia. The Federal Court may hear appeals of civil decisions of the Court of Appeal where the Federal Court grants leave to do so. The Federal Court also hears criminal appeals from the Court of Appeal, but only in respect of matters heard by the High Court in its original jurisdiction (i.e. where the case has not been appealed from the Subordinate Courts).

[edit]Court of Appeal

Further information: Malaysian Court of Appeal

The Court of Appeal generally hears all civil appeals against decisions of the High Courts except where against judgment or orders made by consent. In cases where the claim is less than RM250,000, the judgment or order relates to costs only, and the appeal is against a decision of a judge in chambers on an interpleader summons on undisputed facts, the leave of the Court of Appeal must first be obtained.The Court of Appeal also hears appeals of criminal decisions of the High Court. It is the court of final jurisdiction for cases which began in any subordinate courts.

[edit]High Courts

Further information: High Courts of Malaysia

The two High Courts in Malaysia have general supervisory and revisionary jurisdiction over all the Subordinate Courts, and jurisdiction to hear appeals from the Subordinate Courts in civil and criminal matters.

The High Courts have unlimited civil jurisdiction, and generally hear actions where the claim exceeds RM250,000, other than actions involving motor vehicle accidents, landlord and tenant disputes and distress. The High Courts hear all matters relating to:

 
 

Executive branch: chief of state: King - Sultan MIZAN Zainal Abidin (since 13 December 2006); (the position of the king is primarily ceremonial) 

head of government: Prime Minister Mohamed NAJIB bin Abdul Razak (since 3 April 2009); Deputy Prime Minister MUHYIDDIN bin Mohamed Yassin (since 9 April 2009) 

cabinet: Cabinet appointed by the prime minister from among the members of Parliament with consent of the king 

elections: kings are elected by and from the hereditary rulers of nine of the states for five-year terms; selection is based on principle of rotation among rulers of states; election last held on 3 November 2006 (next to be held in 2011); prime minister designated from among the members of the House of Representatives; following legislative elections, the leader who commands the support of the majority of members in the House becomes prime minister (since independence this has been the leader of the UMNO party) 

election results: Sultan MIZAN Zainal Abidin elected king

Definition: This entry includes several subfields. Chief of state includes the name and title of the titular leader of the country who represents the state at official and ceremonial functions but may not be involved with the day-to-day activities of the government. Head of government includes the name and title of the top administrative leader who is designated to manage the day-to-day activities of the government. For example, in the UK, the monarch is the chief of state, and the prime minister is the head of government. In the US, the president is both the chief of state and the head of government. Cabinetincludes the official name for this body of high-ranking advisers and the method for selection of members. Elections includes the nature of election process or accession to power, date of the last election, and date of the next election. Election results includes the percent of vote for each candidate in the last election.

 
 

Pasted from <http://www.indexmundi.com/malaysia/executive_branch.html>

 
 

Legislative branch: bicameral Parliament or Parlimen consists of Senate or Dewan Negara (70 seats; 44 appointed by the king, 26 elected by 13 state legislatures; serve three-year terms with limit of two terms) and House of Representatives or Dewan Rakyat (222 seats; members elected by popular vote; serve up to five-year terms) 

elections: House of Representatives - last held on 8 March 2008 (next to be held by June 2013) 

election results: House of Representatives - percent of vote - BN coalition 50.3%, opposition parties 46.8%, others 2.9%; seats - BN coalition 140, opposition parties 82

Definition: This entry contains information on the structure (unicameral, bicameral, tricameral), formal name, number of seats, and term of office. Elections includes the nature of election process or accession to power, date of the last election, and date of the next election. Election results includes the percent of vote and/or number of seats held by each party in the last election.

 
 

Pasted from <http://www.indexmundi.com/malaysia/legislative_branch.html>

 
 

 
 

Judicial branch: Civil Courts include Federal Court, Court of Appeal, High Court of Malaya on peninsula Malaysia, and High Court of Sabah and Sarawak in states of Borneo (judges are appointed by the king on the advice of the prime minister); Sharia Courts include Sharia Appeal Court, Sharia High Court, and Sharia Subordinate Courts at state-level and deal with religious and family matters such as custody, divorce, and inheritance only for Muslims; decisions of Sharia courts cannot be appealed to civil courts

Definition: This entry contains the name(s) of the highest court(s) and a brief description of the selection process for members.

 
 

Pasted from <http://www.indexmundi.com/malaysia/judicial_branch.html>

 
 

 
 

المجرد الرباعي


 
 

المجرد الرباعي


 


 


 


 

 
 

  1. الدلالة على المشابه
  2. الدلالة على أن الاسم المأخوذة
    1. منه الآلة (عرجن)
    2. منه اسم الأجنبية (تلفن)
  3. الدلالة على الصيرورة (كلَتَنَ)
  4. النحت
    1. النحت من الكلمتين (عبد القيس > عبقسي)
    2. النحت من الجملة (بسملة)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Isnin meninggalkan Kasihku

Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.30 pagi, namun mataku masih tidak menunjukkan tanda2 keletihan .Aku berfikir , adakah aku bersalah dalam hal yang agak "besar" ini?? Adakah aku telah meredakannya??? Di mulutku berkata "ya" tetapi adakah di hatiku berkata sama seperti hatiku?? Cuma Dia sahaja yang dapat mengetahuinya.

 
 

Kemudian, , aku menekan ikon Safari yang terdapat pada desktopku dengan harapan yang menggunung untuk melayari Internet. Semoga kepahitan yang kurasai ini dapat ku lupakan seketika. Bertapa sedihnya daku apabila "disapa" oleh Window Connection Network berkata padaku " Windows could not connect to your preffered connection"… Bertapa hancurnya, remuknya hatiku seperti kaca jatuh ke bumi…. Namun, aku tidak berputus asa… Aku cuba untuk menyambungnya walaupun beribu kali aku mencuba…. Yeah!!! Aku berjaya selepas 10 kali cubaan!!… Aku terus men"refreshkan" laman web yang aku cuba membuka tadi iaitu Yahoo! Mail & Facebook… Inilah 2 laman web utama acap kali memasuki internet………

 
 

Apabila aku membuka facebook atau fb; nama singkatannya, aku melihat berpuluh-puluh mesej yang terdapat pada notifikasi .,,, Aku cuba membuka satu per satu untuk melihat komen2 tersebut……Namun , aku tertarik kepada 1 post yang menyebabkan aku rasa terkilan dan rasa bersalah kini menghantui daku…..Post yang berbunyi " Kamu yang menyebabkan aku jadi macam ni!!!!"…..aku melihat terdapat 20 komen yang kebanyakannya berbentuk serupa iaitu , "siapa KAMU??"……..

 
 

Fikiranku terhenti sejenak apabila mengenangkan tragedi yang menimpa kepada kami tempoh hari…. Tragedi yang tiada siapa yang tahu melainkan kami berdua……kami telah berjanji untuk menyimpan rahsia tersebut daripada pengetahuan orang termasuk ibu dan bapa kami dan tidak akan bercerita kepada orang lain sampai bila2 pun….

 
 

Tiba-tiba, ada seorang rakan rapatku menekan chat denganku dan bertanyakan soalan yang sensitif kepadaku, " Ni mesti ko yang buatkan??" …."Haaaa!!!!" "mcm mn dia tahu ni??" soalan ini lah yang bermain di fikiranku dan aku bertanya kepadanya …. "ape bnd??" aku cuba membuat tidak tahu mengenai soalan tersebut…

 
 

==Sambung==

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

My trip around Malaysia 2

Allahu akbar*2....aku terdgr azan sayup berkumandang menandakan waktu solat zohor dah msk...... so, kami trs mencari masjid utk menunaikan solat.....at last, km dapat jgk masjid yg agak tersorok skt..... msjd Talipa... mcm tu la... x ingat sgt.....nasib baik khatib dia bc dlm loghat biasa bkn dlm loghat kltn....kalu x , mampus aku nak fhm........

lps solat zohor, ingatkan nak mkn tp, ada la pak cik ni yg ikut sekali kata ada 1 tmpt yg sdp mknnya....so x ksh la... ingatkan dekat rupanya........kn tunggu la skt.....klr masjid tu, lps tu drive klr jajahan jeli, msk jajahan gua musang kut....tu pun x smpai tmpt tu lg....1 jajahan demi 1 jajahan lps....dah nak msk terengganu nih!!! dah pkl 4.00 ptg , msh x mkn tgh hr lg!!!!.... apa la pak cik ni, nak bw p mn ni???? last2 msk jgk Terengganu......bye2 Kelantan.... tp 1 yg best pasai klntn ialah kt rs mcm ddk kat negeri arab... semua tls jawi... banner, nama jln, almost everything dlm jawi..... yg tu yg best tuh!!!!....

Well, dah msk Terengganu...Kat Kerteh kut......jln sunyi...mcm x da org... br aku ingat ni kan ct sekolah + Muktamar Pas kat KB....may be x da org kut....kdai mkn pun kurang... dah lapaq gl ni..........nak mkn ja kat mn2 yg ada...

Lps 25 km msk Terengganu, br km jumpa kdai mkn kat Pantai Penarik....Kononnya kdai yg pling sdp la....

so aku pun ddk la kat kerusi....tiba2 dtg seorg kak tu tanya order... memandangkan dalam pkl 4.20++ , nsi dah hbs, so aku & lain order la nasi goreng biasa & teh ais..... lps 5 mnt menunggu, dtg kak tu dgn nasi goreng yg "nampak-menyelerakan" itu...
dgn lafaz بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم .......اللهم بارك لنا فيما رزقتنا وقنا عذاب النار......aku pun mkn nasi tersebut dng rs klaparan yg amt!!!!.... tp nak tau rsnya????mcm mn kt???mmg x s---p....tp nak bt mcm mn??? aku mkn je la....

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

My Trip around Malaysia

semuanya bermula pada tarikh yg bersejarah kepadaku krana ia melibatkan 2 buah negeri yang tidak pernah ku jejaki sebelum ini iaitu Kelantan & Terengganu..... membayangkan keseronokkan yg akan aku alami di sana nnt..............

bermula pada pukul 10.00 pagi ( sepatutnya awal lg dr ni, ada la masalah2 yg patut "dirahsiakan")hahaha....lps tu, naik la krt bp aku smpai Gerik (ikut jalan baru!!!! cpt skt smp....).... smp kat gerik , jmp dgn sepupu2 aku yg lain, dr perlis & baling..tu pun x gerak lg....minum teh dl, mkn roti dl..... alas perut la dikatakan.....

dalam pkl 11.00 pagi kut, br bergerak ke Terengganu dgn harapan semoga mendapat pengalaman yang "agak" menarik untuk diceritakan.....

sampai di tasik banding>>pemandangan yang amat menarik... Ma-sya Allah... sungguh menabjukkan .... x dpt ku byangkan perasan daku apabila melihat tasik yang menyejuk mata.....selepas itu?????

Aku tidur....hahahahah....aku tidur sehingga x sdr dah msk Kelantan.... arrrgghh.... aku teringin nak tgk benchmark ngri Kelantan....x pa lah... teruskan perjalanan sambil menunggu azan zohor >> solat jumaat la!!! + lapaq nak mampuih!!!!!!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Entah

Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.30 pagi, namun mataku masih tidak menunjukkan tanda2 keletihan .Aku berfikir , adakah aku bersalah dalam hal yang agak "besar" ini?? Adakah aku telah meredakannya??? Di mulutku berkata "ya" tetapi adakah di hatiku berkata sama seperti hatiku?? Cuma Dia sahaja yang dapat mengetahuinya.

Kemudian, , aku menekan ikon Safari yang terdapat pada desktopku dengan harapan yang menggunung untuk melayari Internet. Semoga kepahitan yang kurasai ini dapat ku lupakan seketika. Bertapa sedihnya daku apabila "disapa" oleh Window Connection Network berkata padaku " Windows could not connect to your preffered connection"… Bertapa hancurnya, remuknya hatiku seperti kaca jatuh ke bumi…. Namun, aku tidak berputus asa… Aku cuba untuk menyambungnya walaupun beribu kali aku mencuba…. Yeah!!! Aku berjaya selepas 10 kali cubaan!!… Aku terus men"refreshkan" laman web yang aku cuba membuka tadi iaitu Yahoo! Mail & Facebook… Inilah 2 laman web utama acap kali memasuki internet………

Apabila aku membuka facebook atau fb; nama singkatannya, aku melihat berpuluh-puluh mesej yang terdapat pada notifikasi .,,, Aku cuba membuka satu per satu untuk melihat komen2 tersebut……Namun , aku tertarik kepada 1 post yang menyebabkan aku rasa terkilan dan rasa bersalah kini menghantui daku…..Post yang berbunyi " Kamu yang menyebabkan aku jadi macam ni!!!!"…..aku melihat terdapat 20 komen yang kebanyakannya berbentuk serupa iaitu , "siapa KAMU"……..

Fikiranku terhenti sejenak apabila mengenangkan tragedi yang menimpa kepada kami tempoh hari…. Tragedi yang tiada siapa yang tahu melainkan kami berdua……kami telah berjanji untuk menyimpan rahsia tersebut daripada pengetahuan orang termasuk ibu dan bapa kami dan tidak akan bercerita kepada orang lain sampai bila2 pun….

Tiba-tiba, ada seorang rakan rapatku menekan chat denganku dan bertanyakan soalan yang sensitif kepadaku, " Ni mesti ko yang buatkan??" …."Haaaa!!!!" "mcm mn dia tahu ni??" soalan ini lah yang bermain di fikiranku dan aku bertanya kepadanya …. "ape bnd??" aku cuba membuat tidak tahu mengenai soalan tersebut...
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Monday, April 12, 2010

شعري (2): رجاءي pdf

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شعري (2): رجاءي

1 هنا القتل الظالم أمامي فــكل الناس سألوني عنه بعدم صبرا
2 فقلت لا أبالكم قد إني عنكم شغل على كل حال بغتة مضرورا
3 فهموا على فعلي عليـــــــــهم كأنني مقتول التالي انتظارا
4 ثناء الشارع أتجول نفسي على دراجتي بتفكير أهذا تقديرا
5 فأنوى إليه أنيب و أتــــــــوكل لكن إذا بغير البحث و اختيارا
6 فكل شيء يحذف إلى المسلة يشبه الشمــس بغير نورا
7 أود أن الذهاب إلى مكان الأول لبحث كل معلومات على ما دارا
8 هذا مستحيلا للزمان يزول ماضيه لأنني شيخ كبير في إسكندارا
9 ما لست لبحثه فأرجــــــــــــو ليت أنني أعود شابا مرة أخرى